1. Apply for University
2. Get Proof of Age
3. Open Bank Account
4. Get Driving License
5. Get a Part-Time Job

Today, i've got my bank account opened(Westpac) -dunno good anot, just wack-
then got to get Proof of Age(like NRIC here), had to go 2 trips cos need primary and secondary identification proof, and i didnt bring my IC or EzLink here la.

And peopl here get amused when they see my passport and birth certificate cos its like "Lau Por Hia (Liu Bao Xia), Geraldine"then the system here is ang moh type, so everything turns out as Geraldine Por Hia Lau. Well, different places, different format.

Firstly, the bank woman who served us, make me wanna fall asleep, she just keep going and going, and this for brenda & khairun, the woman looks like CAROL BEER, i was like is she gonna turn over and say: 'The computer says NOOO~', but i know its lame la k?

Secondly, im still feeling bloody upset, i cant help not crying to sleep. when i look at the things people gave me, i feel so damn down. I used to have everything, and coming here means losing everything. I fell asleep for a short while on the plane after crying, and when i woke up, i totally forgot im migrating, i thought go holiday v fast coming back already, but its not gonna happen.

I wished it was a holiday, i wished i could take a flight back tomorrow, but i can't.

I used to think my boyfriend is such a naggy ass and getting to aussie would meant that i dont need to get irritated by him. But now, i feel so out of place, i cant sleep without his smell, when im cold i want his hugs, i dont get his kisses anymore. They say you'll never miss the water til its gone, and now, i need him so much, but he isn't with me.

I miss my baby boy, i really do.
I miss my friends, i need you guys too.

i hope i dont have to cry everyday,
cos its hard for my parents to see me like that.

Be strong gerie!