DAY #34 at Monday, June 30, 2008; 11:33 PM
I know i haven been updating cos i've been a lazy girl. So i have decided to upload some nice stuff for everyone.
Bid goodbye to Ms Geraldine Lau and welcome MR. Gerie Lau
Dont ask me for my no. I know im handsome! MUAHAHAHA! Okies, my dearie, Lai Kianloong. I'm like a boy nw, No body will want me, So im urs only ok! MUACKS. Okies, i had my period yesterday. And here's some fun facts for every girl.
This is an ordinary sanitary pad.
But u learn from ur pad stickers.
SEEE! Pads are good!
and last but not least, there are v irritating birds here. And they sound weird, they look like crows, but they are nt, its called Ravens. Bloody Birds.
I know u cant see it. But i tried my best.
PICS at Thursday, June 19, 2008; 10:15 PM
I have some pics dated back to the first few days in Australia.
These are flowers from My aunt and my Uncle's hse. For Sherlee, the pretty roses. (they are BIG)
And the Casino, i tou tou take one.
And pictures of the fruit orchards but then all the fruits drop already when i go there.
AND LASTLY, if you forgot how i look like, this is ME NW!
Okay, im still as ugly and stupid as ever, but my dear loves me. (:
DAY #23: Friends at ; 2:51 PM
Everyday I sleep and wake up and go out~ ITS NIGHT~ so i cant tk good pictures of my house. BLEAHS. Nothing much to talk abt cos everyday is shopping for groceries, eat and sleep. So i shall blog abt a topic called Friends.
Friends are people that walk in and out of our hearts and mind. Friends are people that we associate ourselves with. Friends are nothing more than an escape to wonderland, where your worries go away. Friends are people we assume to be part of my daily life.
But in reality, how many of our friends treat us as friends? How many of your friends are positive friends? How many of your friends would stand by you no matter what happens to you? How many of your friends would be there for you as and when you need them? How many of your friends remember you when you lost contact with them? How many of your friends correct you when you're wrong? How many of your friends are honest with you?
That is when we start questioning ourselves, who are friends, what are friends? Any one on the streets can be your friend, if you open up your hearts to them. Any one of your friend are not your friends because they betray and lie to you. Any one of your friend might be neglected because people who are your friends are not you 'real' friend.
In reality, Humans are selfish, they would betray or lie their way thru to get their desires. In reality, Friends is a person who gives you Faith, Love, Betrayal and Lies.
Friends are one of the best thing in the world cos they give you the best of BOTH worlds.
Learn how to use our hearts and see people instead of the eyes. 知人知面不知心 this is the best word to describe all humans.
TO VERON!
CHEER UP BABE! u are stronger than what you are. No matter how many times a heart can break, someone would still eventually put it back for you. This is why we strengthen our hearts, and not let them break easily again.
TO MY BABYBOY!
dearie i believe in another 12 days time, it would be our 18 month anniversary. SO U BETTER TREAT ME WELL OR I DITCH U BEFORE THE DAY COMES. just jokin larhs dear. Must continue to love me, dote me, and miss me ah! LUA! MUACKS.
PICS at Tuesday, June 17, 2008; 1:44 PM
I WILL UPDATE PICS BY TONIGHT!
please stay tuned.Day #21: A Long Post for Confessions & Thoughts. at ; 1:33 PM
Sorry for not blogging all these time, cos the internet is not up yet. I’m typing this in MS Word nw. So that I ll rmb to blog. Recently, I have been a happy girl. I haven been crying for the past 2 weeks because my beloved boyfriend told me that in his heart, I’m always his strong dear. It’s not that I have forgotten abt everything in SG. I rmb all of my friend very well, all the time we spent together and quarrels we had. Nonetheless, I have never once forgotten abt my boyfriend, Lai Kian loong. But today, 17/6/08, I broke down into tears again.
Honestly, it’s hard not to reminiscent about my life in Singapore. Yes, I miss everything. But now that I have to live here for the next @#$@% years. I have to learn and accept what this place is. Perth isn’t as bad as the way I thought abt it. It might have been I came at the right time, although technology is still behind SG, but the shopping, convenience is here nw. Perth is slow in everything they do, but I feel that there’s a place for me in this place where I don’t have in Singapore. No one would say that I’m fat, No one would say I have fat thighs, big boobs, fat ass. I feel confident here, because my cousin told me that I’m fine. I don’t feel hurt like I do when I’m in Singapore when ppl throw insults are comments of me being fat. Other than that, there are many things I have to do here, I must know how to drive, how to read a street directory, cook, save money and etc. I know I’m able to accomplish what I have to do, but I still have phobia to handle a care, I’m afraid to get lost. I do have my fears.
There are so much fear in me that sometimes I wonder if I lived my life right, or my thoughts are right. I’m afraid that I ll lose all my friends in SG, because I’m no longer there or able to contact with them, but everyone has to move on. I’m afraid of failing in this relationship because I’m afraid my boyfriend is unable to handle the loneliness, I’m afraid of having him by my side because I ll lose the freedom and privacy I have now over here. I’m afraid all the changes and effort I made to make the relationship work or the changes I made to make me a better person, a person that would fit into a clique or whatsoever, would all go down the drain. I’m tired of being someone that would not be hated, or thrown away. No matter hw hard I try, I know mostly my friends still treat me like dirt, dirt would have been too harsh, but it’s the feeling I get inside. No one would rmb me, because I was never significant. For instance, those that said would send me off, did not come. Someone who said was asking me to his birthday did not ask me to and instead ask someone else, which obviously meant that he did not intended to ask me there anyway. Someone who promised to celebrate my bday did not turn up. My boyfriend who didn’t get me any birthday present for me, 2 years straight. I wonder why do I try so hard? Because I was never even on people’s mind.
When I watched Koizora on my computer, I felt that love is so beautiful, but in reality it never was beautiful. I would have done what the girl would have done, but in the end, love only can end with tears. Love is not a holy or beautiful thing. It’s just a word, affection, a trial. But how many people can ever go thru all these shit that people have within themselves, there is no perfect love. Whenever I watch shows when the girl loses her baby, I wondered would I feel the same if I lost my own child. I definitely would want a baby of my own, but then I would wonder will I have a husband/responsible boyfriend to go thru it with me. It’s just too hard. In reality, love is selfish. A man would marry the woman he love most and a woman would marry the man who loves her the most. That’s why I despise man who don’t protect their girlfriends and make their girlfriend pay for their expenses or to be with a girl so that they can fuck-and-throw-and-showoff. I simply hate girls to hang around or date a guy because he is good-looking or rich, this are the kind of people I look down on. I’m proud to say my love and I are ugly & poor couples with simple love relationship but problematic trust issues.
FOR MY BABYBOY!
My dear ah! I miss you a lot k? I miss hearing your voice, I miss your smell, your everything! I still love u as much as always; please study hard for your exams! Sleep early & Eat proper meals. Remember that you have to work hard for yourself and me! JIAYOU K!
FOR CLARISSAONG!
Hope that QSS is a success & bless you with a godly gerie-powered body system so you won’t ever cui again!
FOR 1L01 LAW & MANAGEMENT PPL
All the best for u results in Mid-Sem Test! WORK HARD K! (hope lizards follow cass home, and ppl continue to harass wardah! :D )
DAY #17 at Wednesday, June 11, 2008; 2:39 PM
Sorry that im unable to blog but i will update asap. For my dear frens, pls email me for the meantime, cos im at some usuable-computer pay for 2$-for_20min system in the nearby shopping mall, so i can reply emails better. hehes.
EMAIL ME AH!
I MISS EVERYONE! LOVE MY DEARIE!
DAY #10 & 11 at Thursday, June 5, 2008; 5:27 PMDay #10
OK, yesterday was a bad bad day, we drove to go to carousel to find a job for me, trust me, the shoppin mall is like vivo, but a single level, vivo city. HELL BIG LA, then we could find out car in the carpark, funny yeah? so we had lunchies at Caroseul food court, but still eating at home is cheaper than eating out yeahs?
Then we headed down to Thornlie Librart, wanted to sign up for internet so that me and my daddy could use the internet, pls, me and dad, hate books. But we love internet! cos the bloody hse no internet. Btw, someone shot some bullet or what that pierce thru the glass window, so nw we got even more natural air con. Bloody winter is alr killing us in the hse, nw the hole in the window, even more cold. From Fridge, our hse nw is a Freezer. DUH!
At night my uncle and aunt came down to pass us our letters! so my Proof of Age card and Westpac Debit card is HERE! WEEEEE~but i guess i have to open another bank account w BankWest cos u know its like in TP, there's only POSB ATM, i dont wanna die of hunger in sch ah! Ohya, we went to coles to buy groceries and cooked dinner, so we saved money! hahas. Cried to slp cos i was missing my baby boy again. Hais. BE STRONG GERIE!
Day #11
Today, woke up to get to Fremantle to settle our cargo shipment. And guess what nw, we got cheated by the Singapore Agent that there's door to door service, actually there isnt. And the best thing is we had to pay another 522.47$ for the whirfing and whatever shit. Still need to go custom and do the stuff. Then the custom says, u gotta call the who and who to see if ur container is emptied, then u call the who and who is the thingin unpacked, then u call the custom and come down another day w the quarantinee officer to check ur crate of stuff. I thought we could get it down in at least today. then they say 24 hrs after u come custom, then quarantinee officer will be available and stuff. im like, WALAU! still need to wait. Buey tahan.
Had lunch at a lunch bar, ate too much, then headed down to harris technology, check out some modems and stuff. Then, we headed to my aunt place and i catch a nap til NW! then i online. Yesterday night i watched fated to love u til ep 10 then i got no internet cannot chiong more alr. sometimes i worry that my dear will be like Ji Cun Xi, cos im not around he feels lonely and seek comfort in someone else. But i know, i should think too much. I should trust him yeahs? SO dear, remember i trust u and love u hell loads k? Muacks.
DAY # 8 - 9 at Tuesday, June 3, 2008; 6:18 PMDay #8 Part II
WEEE~! Got to blog cos i dropped by at my aunt's place. slept at the new hse yesterday and it was super cold. and i couldnt sleep because the floors were made or wood, so there's always a PIAK! then i wake up, and when my mother got up to pee, i hear the steps v loudly, so i literally stayed half awake thruout the night. BAH.
The good thing is that i watched Fated to Love You before i slp, so i was like thinking it would be great if i had my own baby too, then LAIKIANLOONG would love me more yeahs? BAH! im thinking too much again. SO that's all about yesterday night after the last post.
Day #9
today we went to thornile square, its really near our place, and JUST JEANS got really cheap sales there, i bet u will love it. and there's also coles, where we get our groceries. So daddy bought himself a pair of jeans at just jeans for 9.99$ cos his jeans pi-chiak yesterday. and met my aunt at noon, headed to chinatown for DIM SUM. GOOD OK! but then wanna puke. Then they shopped and bought groceries and necessitites. Went to city to see good sammy(the op shop). Got this lovely coat for only 12$ amd mama got her stuff.
So we walked dwn the streets and headed to another good sammy but got nothing i liked. So we got Gloria Jeans high tea and bought other necessary stuff for the new house like pails and hangers. Although its a rented place, but we gotta stay there for 2 months before we decide stuff. So lets just wait and live with whatever we have nw. Gotta go get a job at Thornlie Square soon, earn some allowance. Trust me, working here is definately worth it for the pay and working hours.
Might not update again until i drop by at my aunt's place.
LOVEMYLAIKIANLOONG! MISSMY BITCHES, cass-ver-para! SMOOCHIES FOR MY SASA!
P.S. I MISS MY DEAR, really scared you will leave me behind and forget abt us. =(DAY #7 - 8 at Monday, June 2, 2008; 3:12 PMDAY#7
Yesterday i slept til late and had terriyaki beef and chicken karage for brunch. Went down to Perth City to visit an Op Shop, but its close. There a delicious icecream store, i know its mad that im eating icecream during wintetr.
1 Jun marks the beginning of winter, im pretty much used to the cold nw. so had cabonara for dinner at home after visiting the city, and my aunt and father allowed me to go to casino, u know i sua ku, nver see before ma.
Headed down to the casino at about 10+, that was when i realised casino is bloody crowded one larhs. so many ppl inside. hell loads of flashing light bulbs (Jackpot machines lorhs). Then saw people play poker and stuff. And i got really excitied and ask my daddy to show me hw he play roulette. So he changed a hundred dollars to play, and i was like 'thats too much la.' But my daddy won 300$ and then he said supper is on him. hahas. So he got a free hush puppies shoes and i had free haivanas slippers and rusty wallet (:
And my darling cousin let me drink the remaing smiroff ice (dunno is it spelled like that) and she said when i come to aussie i gotta have the drink, and its called yega bomb, she said singapore doesnt have it so i gave it a shot. It was good man. To my dear, My daddy was with me all the time, so u dont have to worry. Had chinese cooking for supper at chinatown, yeahs, the mix of alcohol got me puking cos my gastric hurts cos i drink without eating. Headed home and slammed on the bed.
DAY #8 Part I
Today i woke up really late cos i was dead sleepy after the drink, so i showered straight after i got up, and bloody hell, winter shower is CRAZY. everything is cold ): then i got hungry lorhs. And my aunt cooked prawn noodles, nonya style. NICE CAN! then i chiong and watch Fated to Love You til ep.5. But im moving into the rented house tonight. And there isnt internet connection there, and its takes 20 working days to set up the internet.
SO, i wont be blogging for the nxt few days til the internet is up. But be sure, i ll type everything in my notepad and post things up. or mayb i can blog when i go to my aunt's hse. So dont forget abt me ok? i gotta go moving stuff nw.
P.S. LOVE MY DEARIE, dont cos 20days i not online then go find ppl or think i dont want u. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
DEDICATED TO MY BELOVED LAIKIANLOONG <3 at Sunday, June 1, 2008; 2:16 PMHAPPY 17TH MONTH DEARIE!
sry that i scold u yesterday, cos i was busy with all sorts of stuff, forgive me k? Just wanna let u know, i wont run away or leave you. So study hard and come and grab me b4 christmas yeahs!