Naita. Naita, Naita.....
at Friday, September 19, 2008;
4:55 PM
I realized i cant watch any touching show, cos it just makes me cry.
I couldn't understand why i cried to sleep last night.
It hurts me to know hw much he has changed.
It hurts me to see the words he used against me.
It hurts to know that i still care about him.
I dunno why, by my heart seems to be dead and numb.
i wonder why do i still cry.
I know, my heart is not with him anymore.
It feels nothing.
It feels so empty that i cant even study.
I dont feel like gaming, or goin to the net.
I cant slp, but i just wanna lie down and do nothing.
I lost my goal and direction.
I'm stressed cause i know the weightage of the following assignments will affect me.
But my mind just refuse to kick start.
I hate the struggle in myself.
Maybe i am just a crybaby, runaway from everything.
Running away.