Eventually, i will.
at Thursday, September 11, 2008;
4:06 PM
I know, it's time to move on.
I know it would had been a hard decision to break up.
I know a part of me i would regret doing so.
I know i will be upset about it for a long time.
But time has shown to me that i am just not worthy of his love and time.
Each time, i get myself occupied, trying to get back friends i lost or neglected.
Each time, i try to make new friends, i find it hard.
Cos i know, he doesn't like me to talk to guys or make guy friends.
Each time, i wanna dress well i look good.
I think twice, cos he doesn't like it as he thinks its too revealing, he sees no need to look good.
Each time, i thought i was over him.
He would sent me an sms and ask if i had made new guy friends or had a new boyfriend.
What am i in his eyes that he looked me in such a manner.
This is when i realized, i was nothing but a bitch in his eyes.
Why did i hesitate to delete our pictures?
Why did i hold on and believe that he would say he could love me for the way i am?
He just couldn't.
For all these sadness for the past 1 month.
I will, from now on, commencing this day.
I will forget about him and move on.
With no regrets.
I will live life better than it was, because i deserve it.