Fool or Tool?
at Wednesday, July 16, 2008;
7:23 PM
Am i a fool?
It's been 2 weeks, and he still needs time.
He told me, i need time to think, i will give you an ans asap.
But 14days, 336hours, isn't enough for him to decide.
I am hanging on the line, waiting for an answer.
The answer will determine where do i head towards.
Move on and get a new life, or work hard and continue to give my best in this r/s?
Single or Attached?
Or am i just a tool?
Used already is 2nd handed, buy a new one?
Need that time, then take out from your box, then im handy.
No need me, just put in back into the box, but you need me, u know, i am still in the box.
What am i?
Things that you have said and done, hurts me so much.
What's done is done, the damage is done.
If my love had been fake, what was ever real?
If I'm unworthy of your love, why say that you love me?
Yes, I'm trying, trying to be what you want me to be.
Trying my best not to think too much.
Trying my best to be happy.
Trying my best to be a girl, a girl that u want me to be.
But if the answer was a negative answer.
Trying would be pointless.
Trying to move on, would have to take place.
Trying to forget, Trying to pretend.
I look fine, but I'm not.
I don't cry doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
I may be strong, but I can be weak.
Give me a heart, made of steel.
So i wouldn't hurt and break.
So that it would melt, when the time is right.
Make me one that is emotionless.
Then there wouldn't be love & hate nor would there be any sadness or pain...