DAY #5
at Saturday, May 31, 2008;
11:59 PM
Today is the fifth day, panic-ed because we were suppose to visit my daddy's cousin at noon and my aunt is still not back frm wherever she is. LOL. and my stomach started to ROAR cos im dying of hunger, so my aunt came back and said: 'Lets go eat! Im fainting' i was like (FOOD AT LAST!) so we have Vietnamese Beef noodles, its nice though. (:
Headed down to Uncle Douglas's place (my daddy's cousin), where he informed us the plans and stuff he had prepared for us, so nw we have a car, and a house, 2mths rental free. headed over to the house we are living in, and it is v pretty, i ll upload pics soon yeahs, will be moving our stuff into the house on 2th June. Need to buy some furniture and household appliances cos rented homes dont always come with everything, and its not our home too. So, gotten get to know the places well asap.
headed over to daddy's fren, Kelvin's place. its v lovely place, the couples love to ride bike and they had a room with their bike suits and bikes, bicycles, lovely people. And their daughter is a fun girl too. Its good to see that people gathered at their place are all singaporeans, it made me felt at home. Many of them said, when i get used to living here, i wouldnt wanna go back to singapore. But i believe, i must go back to where i come from. No matter where i am, i am still a Singaporean.
I have not been crying these 2 nights cos everyone told me to be strong, and my baby jianlun tells me, 'My dear is strong, she wouldnt cry'. And i thought, if that is what he thinks of me, its not good for me to let him down yeahs? After all, i still got years ahead to be in here to complete my degree and stuff, maybe i should open up and accept things around me. But for sure, i ll always rmb my frens here, unless, all of my frens in singapore had forgotten about me and moved on. (which is what people who lives here says so, i dunno.)
Cheers.
P.S. SASA GET WELL SOON AND SLP MORE LARHS!
LOVE MY LAI KIANLOONG~ missing you dear ~
DAY #4
at Friday, May 30, 2008;
9:52 PM
Today, i had BEEF CURRY for lunch, very nice ok! (my aunt cook one :])
then we headed dwn to karrinyup shopping centre.
quarrelled with my mother and got scolded cause i shouted at her fuck and cb at the mall.
I know im rude but she dont have to hit me when i stepped on her shoe yeahs?
Ate strawberry crepes for snacks, its nice u know? strawberries are my fav.
went to town later, and it made me feel so like home cos all the Asians are there.
then headed to harbour town, and i tell u things are cheap cos its factory outlets.
when to the nike factory outlet, and saw those soccer boots and basketball shoes,
really want to get them for my darling LAIKIANLOONG, his one spoilt already.
i bet my parents things im hopeless cos when i talk abt him, they always sigh and hug me.
cried in the afternoon cos i felt so helpless, i hate it cos i have no one by my side.
u know, my frens and my beloved boyfriend.
I trust my boy, and i will try very hard to be strong.
tomorrow we ll head to my father's cousin's place.
he had gotten a place, a car, and a job for my daddy.
then you people can call the S'pore no. and bitch to me =D
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND,
please work hard and study hard dear,
i will always wait for you.
MUACKSSSSSS -LUA-
my idiot boyfriend is suppose to meet me 10pm at msn, and he is no whr to be found.
Day #3
at Thursday, May 29, 2008;
8:36 PM
Today slept enough =DHad this marvelous breakfast at Kailis Bros.(Didnt take pics, will do so the next time)Kailis Bros is like Fish & Co, but they sell fresh seafood and i really mean FRESH.Headed Down to Murdoch Uni today, and this very friendly dunno what one of a kind lecturer entertained me, i tink cass would love him for god sake cos he is bald, old, not fat and a ANG MORH! hahahas. CASSS, he is friendly. Showed me around the Law School, it aint that bad at all, there's quite a no. of asians, so im not alone. (at least not til i get enrolled). The enrolment letter will come in June, so i nidda get a job asap. I would have to do a year of Legal Studies and get 3 Distinctions to make it to Bachalor of Law Degree without having to complete the entire Legal Studies Degree. So, GERIE GOTTA WORK HARD HARD HARD!When shopping at Whitford, everything just seems expensive, if u convert it to SG dollars. hahas. But my aunt says now its financial year, when it ends at ard End of June, it will be super cheap cos they nidda bring in the new stock. SO WORK TO SHOP! hahahas.Gotten my aussie prepaid card no. too. But whose gonna sms and call me? No Body will. So waste of Money. DINNER IS SUPERB, but expensive though. There's this Maya Masala indian curry stall at every shopping mall foodcourt, IT SUPER NICE K? and indians cook it. (all of a sudden i love indians) The butter chicken and Lamb roshan was nice la. and they call the indian potatoes, Bombay Potatoes. LOL. okies, im lame. Pardon me k? cos im lonely here.Still cant help not crying to slp, mommy told me to talk to her abt it if not its bad if i always kip it to myself and later cry alone when everyone is sleeping. Like what daddy said, there's many things i cant put down, but holding on to them wont make my life any better. After all we are here to start afresh and get a better life. I cant help seeing people with friends, couples hugging and kissing, and im all alone. it just sucks.LOVE MY BABY JIANLUN & PALS & nonetheless my SASA. (:(i have insecuritites that my boyfriend might leave me cos im not there for him. ): )
Day #2
at Wednesday, May 28, 2008;
8:37 PM
Things to be done:
- Apply for University
- Get Proof of Age
- Open Bank Account
- Get Driving License
- Get a Part-Time Job
Today, i've got my bank account opened(Westpac) -dunno good anot, just wack-
then got to get Proof of Age(like NRIC here), had to go 2 trips cos need primary and secondary identification proof, and i didnt bring my IC or EzLink here la.
And peopl here get amused when they see my passport and birth certificate cos its like "Lau Por Hia (Liu Bao Xia), Geraldine"then the system here is ang moh type, so everything turns out as Geraldine Por Hia Lau. Well, different places, different format.
Firstly, the bank woman who served us, make me wanna fall asleep, she just keep going and going, and this for brenda & khairun, the woman looks like CAROL BEER, i was like is she gonna turn over and say: 'The computer says NOOO~', but i know its lame la k?
Secondly, im still feeling bloody upset, i cant help not crying to sleep. when i look at the things people gave me, i feel so damn down. I used to have everything, and coming here means losing everything. I fell asleep for a short while on the plane after crying, and when i woke up, i totally forgot im migrating, i thought go holiday v fast coming back already, but its not gonna happen.
I wished it was a holiday, i wished i could take a flight back tomorrow, but i can't.
I used to think my boyfriend is such a naggy ass and getting to aussie would meant that i dont need to get irritated by him. But now, i feel so out of place, i cant sleep without his smell, when im cold i want his hugs, i dont get his kisses anymore. They say you'll never miss the water til its gone, and now, i need him so much, but he isn't with me.
I miss my baby boy, i really do.
I miss my friends, i need you guys too.
i hope i dont have to cry everyday,
cos its hard for my parents to see me like that.
Be strong gerie!
Day #1
at ;
12:24 AM
Today many of my loved ones sent me off at the airport,
including Ms tay, Mr gui, Ms Yap, my nanny, god ma and nonetheless, my Sa, Lin and my bestfriend PATRICK STARFISH + xr & jenny.
thanks all for the smses, i would really love to reply, but i've got no roaming.
there's a lot of things im worried abt,
things i worry, i cant let go, i cant forget.
Like, my aunts, my grandparents.
And right now, im missing my beloved LAI KIANLOONG.
i dunno where he is right now, i hope any kind souls please date him out.
i dont want him to be lonely.
im sorry for making u guys cry,
i just dont wanna go.
i dont wanna look back when i entered the departure hall cause i know if i look back, i wont leave.
but my mommy was nice, she bought me a perfume (:
and got my daddy one too.
DAY #1
landed at Perth Airport at 21.25.
Arrived at Aunt Catherine hse at 23.05
P.S. I LOVE MY SASA LOADS & MY BOYFRIEND LAI KIANLOONG <3