Good to Bad.
at Friday, October 31, 2008;
7:41 AM
To be honest, it wasn't such a bad night.
Had cigg, pizza, nasi goreng.
Blending all of my brain juice just to get my 2000 word essay done.
We were laughing all the way over the stupid Domino pizza operator which we called upteem times and dont understand: MELVILLE. until like the 3rd or 4th time, Dannia slanged and the fucker got it right. i cant believe i laughed til i had to sit on the floor. me and xinfang was like WTF! and our dear april was so sexy and unafraid of the cold. I SWEAR i was chattering.
Had pizza, and tried to get the essay done, til i asked this guy fren of mine. How is my ex doing. and then i told him im worried abt my ex and stuff and then it goes like this.
"We know you love him"
"He knows it too"
"Let it go"
ok, so i am some fucking bitch who 死缠烂打。
fine.
"You two no trust"
"You oso control him so much"
YES. i am a control freak.
Who demands too much by acting for 3 things.
Dont hang out late with girls, if got girl call or what tell me, I am fine.
Dont go to club, but it fine to drink with ur bros.
Dont smoke.
Damn, i didnt know, i was THIS demanding.
"That day he go chalet"
"then He go to the rich girl house and ton"
"cos he no money to go home"
What i good excuse, can i go anyone i just met in sch and SLP OVER?
cos i got no money tk last bus home ;)
"Ya then he slp"
"The girl seduce him"
"But he dont care her"
CAN U BELIEVE IT?
FREE ONE, YOU DONT WANT?
"He still wearing the ring"
Would u stay over at some random and half-stranger's of an opposite sex's hse.
and claim that, I WEAR THE Ring and YET, she seduces him.
All this is bullshit.
I am a flirt, i flirt in game.
But, in reality, i know my limits.
Not like you.
You made me a fool.
A totally fool.
U SAID I MADE U FEEL LIKE A FOOL.
JUST BECAUSE I FLIRTED IN A GAME.
I AM THE COMPLETE FOOL.
WHO TRUSTED U
WHO LOVED U STILL AFTER ALL THIS SHIT.
WHO BELIEVE IN U.
and look, i am a failure GF.
im a flirt, a girl who likes to flaunt, a girl who does nothing but controls her ex.
Ain't i awesome?
You happy now with my downfall?
Are u happy to see me crumpled and smashed?
I HATE YOU.Never again, will i believe you. NEVER.